ARIA OF MY INFIDELITY

that was when deer chased deer, chased through forests and we were hunted

BREATH enters my mouth, your woodwinds, what did we know of music when we were

young and spotted?

CONSUMPTION we nibbled on fruit under northern lights, learned romance does not

transpire for tourists and occasional visitors

DEPARTURE an ellison of consumption an ellison of the sadder seasons

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FRANCIS PONGE after entangling himself with stones, he became a stone himself

FUCK boy how i used to need a body

GIRLS so many ways to deviate from the sun

HORNS the taxidermy deer from childhood does not come to our new place

I am sorry for making a mythology of the ruins, for putting marble columns under the

microscope

JOUSTING the first cold spell when you ran to the subway and I did not run after you

KEROSENE an explosion of gas at the heart of a black hole

MOORAGE do you know about the ship of Theseus, giving an old boat a new mast, and

refurbished rudder, and resewing its sail so it is no longer recognizable as the same ship?

NARCISSUS don’t you know about the ship?

ORPHEUS I looked back for the departures only witnessing your arrival

POISON between G and A minor, Shostakovich finds jazz in Russia

QUILT loyalty, a patchwork of disloyalty

RESTRAINT a stuffed buck taking vows before an altar of figs

SATURDAY your iPhone asks you to remember her, and her, and not her

TERROR and if i am a repeat offender, if I am Voyager 2 continuing into emptiness past

Pluto

UNDER your left breast, where I ask if I could keep a pencil and my soul

VESPERS the sun is setting and we ask why we want to be together tomorrow

WHO are you sewn to?

XYMOX how love ferments, sours, again sweetens

YEARS ago, I could have let up on the trigger of a hunting rifle, could have let the deer live

ZERO do you know about the ship?

ZERO how could I be the man of your dreams?