Radical Revisions

 

What I thought was a meadow 

was a tightrope over the abyss.

What I thought was a hatchback in a bog 

was a brave thespian parting a bead curtain. 

What I thought was an ancient tome 

inscribed with hermetic wisdom 

turned out to be a chalice placed before me 

in the fierce glare of noon. 

What I thought was my childhood home 

was a vast hangar housing retired crop-dusters. 

What I thought was a horseshoe 

was really a flute. What I thought 

was a dusty collection of albums was in fact 

a nourishing meal. I thought I knew Marvin: 

his manic mumble and over-eager fist-bump. 

Turns out, he reads Melville 

and volunteers at the hospital. What I thought was 

a Kentucky-shaped cloud was really the loss of a lifetime, 

bringing me to my knees. My cup of coffee 

was an international incident 

involving a stealth bomber 

and the fractured lens of a satellite. 

I thought it was a kiss—it was a mirror. 

That betrayal was a ladder. I thought 

I needed my pearl-handled knife, 

but clearly it had an appointment elsewhere. 

That ficus is a puma. My Astros cap:

a Brazilian high rise. The dream 

that seemed to prefigure my death 

was an invitation to a wedding beside a cliff.